Anger...

 I've been looking back through these posts and detect something.

 Anger.

 Family anger.

 I wanted to address these posts because I feel that I must seem like an ungrateful you-know-what to talk about my parents in these posts and then have dinner with them five minutes later.

 As a Christian, I know I'm supposed to honor my father and my mother. I think I do. And then, I write these posts....

 And I know I'm blaming instead of taking responsibility...

 It stops. Now.

 It's time to move forward....